things could be different...

why do they insist on making things in their life this difficult? don't they realize that things could be better. should be better. better for them.. and better for me.. better for us. HOME is supposed to be a place of safety, a place of refuge and love. i'm not supposed to feel like i need to escape to other places to get away from home. oh how i wish they were happier. i wish WE as a family were happier. I wish they just realized things dont have to be this tough.