from the very first hang out we had together, i felt as if you were watching my every move. i'd glance your way, and just for a bit i caught your stare. my heart jumped a bit. (i look away.) some time goes by. and once again i feel your eyes on me. (am i imagining things?)this time i caught you. i smile at you. you smile back. but im confused because you looking at me comes off two different ways. i felt as if it was possibly a nervous one like mine. as if maybe you thought i was staring at you too. so you kept checking. (but that could quite possibly be just in my head...right?) then it could be what im actually favoring more, what i want to be more true then the other reason. that ive actually caught your interest. that maybe im beautiful to you. maybe i hold some type of mystery for you. with all my heart i wish this is true. to even think that its possible gives me those butterflies in my tummy feeling.and then today to see your smile was just what i needed. for the split moment i was with you i finally wasnt thinking about anything else. the things that drain me every second of my life. in that moment to see your smile...made me truly smile. i could feel the happiness in my heart as soon as i saw you and you walked my way to talk to me. you were my savior for the day. the one who momentarily blocked all other things from running through my mind. the best way to describe it is like, you were an anti virus that blocks all those unwanted pop up ads. the things that sooner or later break down your system. i thank you...i thank you from the bottom of my heart for that moment shared with you.
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